Still Pregnant

Well...here I am, in the homestretch, six weeks to go and I could not be more ready for this pregnancy to be over. Sometimes I feel like I've been pregnant for years and will never again experience the old comforts I used to take for granted. Like being able to tie my own shoes without pain.
When I look back over this process, I wonder how in the world I will ever be able to do it again. I know they say you forget all the bad stuff of pregnancy but I have a feeling my husband will be there to quickly remind me of how miserable I was, and how miserable I made him. This baby girl might just be an only child.
I hate that I've been so terrible at this. I've complained every step of the way and often forgotten to cherish the fact that I have life growing inside me. I must confess: I'm an ungrateful bitch when it comes to being pregnant. 
On the other hand, I am thrilled about the baby girl I am soon to meet. I can't wait to see her, hold her, love her. She will be well worth the swollen puffy feet and ankles, back pain, weight gain, sleep deprivation. And I'm sure I will quickly forget about all that stuff when I look at her sweet face.
For now, however, I will moan and groan my way through the next six weeks. Bear with me.